contrary to the actual title of this movie (worst fight scene ever), i think this is a gem. it reminds me of the the action movie that chawk and i started working on back in the day. junior year high school? something like that. we were gonna have crazy fight scenes just like this one.
if this video doesn’t make you lol, then maybe we shouldn’t be friends……
i’m still doing the physical challenge. i think i’m starting to look a little better but i could definitely use more cardio. at least i feel good about the progress i’ve made so far. i’m also still doing the 100 pushup program. i just completed the first week of six and i’m looking forward pressing on.
i can’t sleep. i’ve got no one to blame but myself. it’s not even like i’m even trying to go to sleep. i’m just sitting in the dark. awake. thinking to myself about everything. the crooked chandelier hanging above my head, drunk silly girls in new york city, the cable box that keeps cutting in and out, how that salad i had was probably the best thing i’ve eaten all week, and what i’ll do when the sun comes up and i physically won’t be able to sleep.
i’m not ready to move yet, but i’m leaving in two weeks whether i’m ready or not. i haven’t started packing and, with the exception of my couch, i haven’t figured out what i’m doing with my furniture yet. i feel like i’m so behind on everything! but honestly that’s not why i don’t feel ready. i’m worried about this kentucky thing. more nervous than worried, i guess. well, more excited than nervous. it’s a good nervous energy, like the kind you get when you audition. anyway, i’m starting a new chapter in my life and this whole thing is still so surreal. it feels like an accident almost. like i’m not really supposed to be the one who’s going. or maybe more like did this really happen to me? but i am going, and that’s gotta be a good thing, right? it goes back to that whole audition thing: i auditioned, i got the call back, and now i have the role. maybe that’s a good analogy (that is actually how it happened). i just feel unprepared. like the show is opening in two weeks and i haven’t cracked the script yet.
wow, my hat’s off to you if you made it through that paragraph. i don’t even understand it… and i wrote it… i spewed it at least. i’m not gonna proofread it.
i’ve been spending a lot of time at the house doing jack shit lately, and it’s getting worse. for a long time i was a complete mouse potato, but i’m quickly devolving into a pathetic couch potato (i watched tv for 9 straight hours day before yesterday). if i’m not doing anything interesting at home and i can’t seem to motivate myself to do anything important (like packing or nailing down my monologues) then i might as well take in some different scenery. so yesterday i tried to rally some peeps together to go to the red room for salsa night. long story short everyone bailed or was mia so it ended up being me and emily (nic’s girlfriend). lemme just take a moment to express how much i love emily.
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so there we were, me and emily, on a date. i bet we could have had a perfectly wonderful time together if i could salsa, if i wasn’t so distant, and if i didn’t feel so damn awkward in my own body. what was my deal? but emily was a great sport. we actually ended up having a drink and just chatting by the bar. i unloaded some of my fears/concerns about the next chapter in my life and she put me at ease: her face lit up and she hit me on the arm saying “you have nothing to worry about, steve, they won’t fire you because they won’t be able to find someone else to work for that little money.” we both shared a good laugh over that one.
facebook’s got a fresh new look and i’m diggin it. i’m sure you’ve all seen it. pretty sleek, right? it’s all web 2.0 and junk. but what’s really cool is the new facebook connect. it’s a way for other sites like loopt (are you on loopt yet?!) to integrate parts of facebook’s service into their own.
nic asked me if i’m still going to the gym. yeah, i am, but i’ve really been slacking on my cardio. i was real good about it at the start of the challenge. i ran 3-5 miles everyday, i hit the elliptical for 30+ minutes, and i did intervals on the row machine. but now? well, i’ve slumped into skipping many of my cardio days. but i’m still good about lifting! my arms and chest are getting bigger but i’m not getting any leaner. i really need to do something about this.
my sister and i went to the all time low concert at the lincoln theater. she met all four of the bands, she crowd surfed, and i got to hold the camera….. but i got some great pictures and video!
it’s kinda hard to hear, but that first some is shameless and the second is poppin’ champagne.
so… i have a crush on a girl from high school musical… it all started with this commercial.
i know it’s a little middle school, but yesterday my iphone and i celebrated 10 fabulous days together! we’ve been inseparable since july 11. we have such a beautiful relationship. she’s a dime, she listens, she fits perfectly in my hands, she loves prince, she loves football, my friends love her, my mom loves her, she’s not the greatest cook but she makes a damn tasty sandwich, she makes me better, and she’s a freak.
